| | Watched the Animatrix for a random exponent of two last night. As I watch I can't help but realize how much better mankind's future will be if we rely less on machines and more on cows. Cows are to man as man is to machines. Also, today lived up to it's title of the most depressing day of the year. It pretty much started at midnight last night, and hopefully will end at midnight tonight. XXXX is proving to be very interesting and tight lately, and I'm happy that I became hands on involved once again, after months of retheorizing after my loss before. I'm also developing quite an affinity for cryptograms. My mind is on fire moreso than it's ever been. I'm emotionally swell as well... I'm strangely at peace. There's so much evil and corruption in the world, but after years of careful deliberation, I feel the need to crush it with an iron fist fading. Instead I feel a strong desire to create an island of my friends and family, keeping us pure and simple. Hopefully one day I'll be able to shut us off from the world all together, and we can live life together in harmony. That, to me, would be heaven on earth. It's a renassaince for Dheric, to learn and do as much as possible every day to push that goal forward. If all of us could see this as truth, and everyone work toward this together, it would be all the more feasable. There would be so many broken links in that chain, however, that the action of banding may cause more dissention than comradery. I have no false idealism about the people around me, contrary to what some people seem to think. I can see people's faults just as clearly as their virtues, unfortunately those that could help the most would stand a good chance to fall victim to greed. It will just take me so long to get anywhere tangible in this task that by the time you can see that it's happening, you will more than likely have forgotten about this entry. My hope is that if anyone was to read this, they would think "I'd like to be a part of that.. what could I do to help?" But regardless of this, I'd like to think this is not a post for anyone to comment to reassure me that it's a beautiful thing I'm trying to do, I don't need an self assurance or additional confidence, I'm not trying to feed my ego. I'm merely casting a glimpse into what I'm thinking about, in and out, every day, and have been for quite some time. This has been a picture in my mind, the fog slowly clearing, to where I now have a realistic view of what is encompassed by this dream.
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| | Posted 1/22/2007 9:15 PM - 13 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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